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Thursday, December 05, 2002 ( 8:26 PM ) tIcKLeMe Airgh! Nightmare! Nightmare! Couldn't sleep because I kept dreaming of them both together. Haha. It was so silly. It was none of my business yet my mind somehow made me dream of that. Ewww *smacks her head* "No, it's not because of another girl". "I know you won't believe me". Rite. =P Thank goodness I am not naive or else, I would've been conned to the max. What else is there for me to find out? Everything I know about this friend of mine, never seems to tally with what I was told by this friend of mine. Now I am even wondering if the name this fella told me was a real name or not. *having doubts*. Haha. Meany me. Seriously, if someone hides and tells so many lies (maybe I should use "much lies" because it's uncountable), you'll start wondering if that someone told you their real name too. Anyways, like I said. Couldn't sleep. Thank goodness I had Jason, my "nephew", to accompany me throughout the whole night on the phone. Damn happening sial. I always thought to find a topic to talk to him about was a big headache but hey, we lepak-ed well earlier this morning! Erm, feeling really bad for Mr.M. I am still finding a way to say no to him. He is... sighs. I don't know. *pouts* Runs to Malacca. Problem free. Haha. One more day. Tralala. Note to BMW (Chong Yew): God damn it. You made me kena fine for your mail! And I've got to collect it from Sg.Besi! Yesterday, I recalled telling Celeste that we are going to BarFly after supper. I thought she would know we were just kidding since we were wearing house clothes out. "Go lah", she said. "With you," I continued. Then she started saying no, she can't go, she's not dressed for it... and stuffs like that. We both looked at her and asked her if we do look like we were dressed nicely and she replied saying to me " You always dress like you're going to clubbing anyway". Hur. As if lah. Haha. She even commented she has not seen me in pants before. Ah duis. Haha. :D Man, I am so tired. ;\ A Note from Liz : Something's wrong with her phone line so she won't be coming online for a time being. # Sunday, December 01, 2002 ( 7:29 PM ) tIcKLeMe AAahhh... god! Save me! I haven't been sleeping well for the past few days. I look so "urgh" right now. No idea why I just couldn't sleep. It was already so hard to lay myself to sleep and when I close my eyes, I started thinking or dreaming of really weird stuff that I just wanna avoid. Then, I will start getting up just to prevent myself from dreaming further. Man, I am weird. I have really terrible eye bags now. *gasp!* Am gonna cancel my make-up consultation later. Not in the mood to step out of the house, or rather, no face to step out of the house with such looks!!! *giggles* I feel tired still. Legs are still aching but not so badly anymore. These are some of the piccies taken on the reunion night (30th Nov 2002) with Jinni's super sensitive digi cam. There are about 20 more piccies but those are taken with various cameras. Will try to get those as soon as possible. 
From left, are my one year seniors, Ka Wai, Chui Chui and Sandra, then it's me and my ex-classmate, Yeeng 
That's Yee Nong and Me 
Group Photo taken at the beginning of the event. # ( 10:04 AM ) tIcKLeMe Hur. Went for prayers just now. Was late, as usual. It went well. There was this preaching today, about forgiveness. It was really relevant to what I was feeling currently so yea, the message was good. It was about an hour plus long but it was interesting. I never bothered listening to any of the messages except for today's. I tried to relate myself to the positions and situation given by the lady who was speaking but I just couldn't. I guess I need a little bit more time. I had the urge to tell my mom everything but I guess somehow it was just hard because there was still this barrier that is stopping me. Hehe. My aunt called my mom and asked for counselling just now. Everyone seems to turn to my mom when they have problems but me. I would just feel awkward. Hehe. She knew I had something to ask her so she approached me. I gave her a "to-tell-or-not-to-tell" situation but it was like what? Barely even quarter of the whole "story". She said no matter how hard it is, if it's for someone's own good, I must warn. With that, if anything like how I thought things would turn out to be happens, I have tried my best to warn. I just tried to disagree but I knew she was right. Hehe but well, I think I will just wait for the right time. If it doesn't come, then I guess, too bad for my friend. I also just found out my dad actually knows Li Shih's (my good friend from Penang in primary school) aunt. He even knew her aunt lived in Subang Jaya, which was actually how I got to find out about my dad knowing Li Shih's mom, aunt, dad and her 3 guy cousins. Amazing! Am currently talking to w3rn, my soul sista, though he's actually a guy. Hehe. It has been a while since we last spoke to one another. It's good. I need to hang out more with peeps like this. Brings back good memories. :) # |
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