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Thursday, August 29, 2002 ( 9:57 PM ) tIcKLeMe Urgh, I'm feeling so shitty now. My instructor stood me up for the third time. This is pissing me off. :( Am planning to go out with Anand and Shawn for dinner at Souled Out, Hartamas. Man, I miss that place so much. I was suppose to hold my birthday dinner there but then, things didn't work out because of the crowd of people I invited. This sucks. I am starting to be a pessimist already. I hate the way life deals things for me. I am starting to dislike the people I am surrounded by. This is pissing me off big time. I realised the people that I talk to, hang out to, are talking to me, only when they need something from me. A shoulder to cry on, perhaps. I am always the friend that people come to only when they have problems. This sucks. When they are happy with their own life, they tend to forget who the f* Becky is. Now this is just what that I can't stand. My existance isn't there if life's doing great for them. Pahs. I'll be back soon. Too sulky to talk. :( # ( 9:45 PM ) tIcKLeMe *testing* # |
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